Lord as my Savour

Having a hard time dealing with my daughters. they are 22 and 28 married and 22 yr old has a 6 month old son and my oldest is expecting a daughter Sept.1st. I have been divorced since my youngest was 16 . The girls and I moved 2 1/2 hrs away to NJ and the 22yr decieded she wanted to go back and finish school there (york Pa) and live with her father. Well I don't know what happened but she changed really didn't want anything to do with me, would barly talk to me. ( reason for the devorce was my ex got sober and decieded he didn't want to be married anymore and shouldn't have gotten married in the first place this was after 17 yrs )
Then she met her now husband and she would talk to me alot then she got pregnant and everything was good. then this past month we had a blow up where she really hurt my feelings. I would never tell them when they said anything that hurt me I would just stuff it as always, but not this time I told her how I felt and she hung up on me. then this weekend they both were at it and I decieded I had enough!! so I wrote them both letters I told them exactly how I felt, about how they talk to me with no respect and that if they could not talk to me with Respect do not talk to me. I did the best that I could raising them with what I had..at the time I worked 2 jobs , took care of my sick Mom and was married to an alcoholic.
With the Grace of God i got through it!!!! I am learning his word and trying to walk with him..and Im so Excieted to finally say it and Mean it ...He is my Lord and Saviour!!!

So if you could say alittle prayer for me I would be so thankful...

God Bless..
~Patty~

day 25

Praise God today is day 25 of not smoking!!!! started a bible study last thursday, which is totally awsome!! God is teaching me PATIENCE this week..lol yesterday was one of those days had an eye doctor appt at 9am for which he informed me that I have astigmatisms in both eyes and am starting to get cateracts in both to..then no one accepts my insureance to get new glasses. So I will have to pay for them myself. Forever I have had problems with my cell phone cutting in and out so Sprint just sent me a replacement phone , had to take it to the store so they could transfer all my pics and music . Their we're 3 employee's there and none of them knew what they were doing, NOW I have really lost the Patience, cause now there telling me I have to do half of it online (errrrrrr)I get home and the the new phone is doing the same thing ...OK God I here ya Loud and Clear ........Patience Patty Patience!! so I called them, here come to find out im not in a good area for signal..so there letting me out of my contract so I can go with AT+T..

God Bless
~Patty~

goodmorning...

well on April 18th 2010 I was baptized, what an awsome day for me. Now im trying to do all the right things that God wants for me, and trying to be a Good christian!! I have 2 beautiful daughters Jessica 27 who is expecting a daughter Estelle Mabel (sept 1st) and Lindsay 22 who has a son Aiden Brian who will be 6 months old on May 18th.. So im a grammy and I love it :)